As you all know I'm fairly bad at posting here on a regualr basis. But what's even worse is that what I do post here seems to be a bunch of plans and aspirations that have never come to fruition. Now I realize that it's is quite difficult to know exactly what will happen in the future but having a blog like this makes it very easy to see where it has deviated from expectation. This realization leaves me with only 2 options. 1) Stop writing about things that I hope to accomplish or 2) Try harder to accomplish the things I set out to do. As a fairly positive individual I'm tending twords the second option. However, I sometimes feel like I should stop trying to make my life a certain way and just go with the opterunities that are presented to me. I know I can't fully live in either paradigm and I know there is happiness to be found in both.

When I look back I also see times in which I accomplished exactly what I set out to do. But in those cases where I was successful the risks were minimal. But do higher risks mean higher returns? I don't know. Either way it was an interesting thing to notice about my life and hopefuly it'll have an effect on my choices in the near future.

September 30, 2009
Tags: Life, Blog

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